Down nearly a pound this week, but that’s the water retention from this past week subsiding. I just want my belly not to stick out past my boobs, is that too much to ask?? I don’t care if I have the middle-aged lady pooch, I just don’t want to look like I have a beer gut!
I’m starting to think that my goal (170) might be unreachable, especially since I have been dancing around the same weight for the past month or so. At this point, I will be glad to get down below 200 pounds to get to the vaunted “Onederland,” which is just 20 pounds away. But losing that 20 pounds seems insurmountable.
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